Thursday, July 29, 2004
i was sleeping when my mom took de cane and whipped me and my younger sis up... said what?
asked us who stole my dad's money... again... sigh... i was so tired... den i knew it was my sis la... but she dun wanna confess... bloody idiot... hate her... oh... then i when i stared at my sis... guess wad my mom said? " dun need to stare lah... you know it's who can already... she's tryin to say it's me la... why? cuz her darling precious daughter won't steal... only i would steal la... bloody asses... next time i see her stealing... i'll give one tight slap... hope it leaves a red mark... den if my mom ask why got mark.... i'll say," oh, i slapped her when she's stealing dad's money..." den i have evidence.. hmph... fucking people... den that night i cried myself to sleep... ya sure... de whole family only i will steal la... though my family very poor... i'll never resort to stealing loh... especially my own father's money... fuck... these few days always go library during recess to save money... still shout so much... crap la... even if i have to go hungry i will loh... just to save money... why? cyz we are so poor i have to save money to buy wadever i wan... those people out there think i like always so happy-go-lucky one... crap... dat night i heard my mom talk about de bills... my father... after deducting de bills... we have less den 1000 per month for 6 people loh... *sigh* even during chinese new year... whole family gambling like hell... why? cuz it's a form of income... how much we won.. we gave most to our parents to use... see.. we so poor... and being poor gives you more other problems... crap... i hate my life... even when it's not chinese new year... we also gamble... whole family love gambling... got money to earn mah... u thot my life so perfect issit? well... it's not... chinese new year all de ang-pows also give to my parents... to use la... if not whole family starve ah? whole family love money like hell also.. dats why i always say wanna get famous... cuz when i famous den can get lots of money... *sigh* it's so not fair... other ppl get $5 for a day allowance... me too... but i include lunch... and everything else i wanna buy... there's once where my ez-link card doesn't have anymore cash... i dun dare to tell my mom.. we already poor enough... i have to skip my recess just to top up my card... ppl like xin yan.... what she spent in a month is half of my dad's salary loh... crap... i just hate being poor...
-elLeeN-
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9:28 PM
Monday, July 26, 2004
suddenly everywhere see shuai ges... my eyes got problems liao... hahax... :p so lame... today when parkway... another word added to de list... (actually it's ABBY's list...) shotgun marriage i say gunshot... :p hahax... shuddup la abby... hahax... so evil... go and memorised ALL de words i said or pronounced or spell wrongly... siao.. steph's ones oso go and remember like hell... steph... next time she said a word wrongly must remember FOREVER!! :p... abby is so lame... so toot! i have help my mum type something... that's i can use de com till now... i started using from 8... and it's now 2 hours... ok it doesn't seemed very long to some people la... but it is to be... ;p... so tired.. i end off here k? need to finish my mom's stuff....
.:elLeeN:.
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9:40 PM
Friday, July 23, 2004
wah... at de bus interchange there saw another shuai ge... should be poly oridi... cuz he not wearing sch uniform... haha... so sad.. always see shuai ge but cannot get them... dammit... hahax... so dumb... *sigh* so sian now... i wanna go play games liao... :p but i write my testimonial for my friend first.. bleah~
.:elLeeN:.
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4:41 PM
actually now in it resource room for ss just now wan... den typin my blog half way... den when abby's group to present their ss project... she itchy hands go and touched de switch... den de whole it resource room's coms all blacked... she la... itchy hands... den somemore she off de power supply... which means we could not on de coms again... *sigh* so blur... see la... i forgot wad i type just now oso... now english.. so crappy...
think i really grow up sia... starting to notice all de handsome guys... :p... first is Makoto... den "Bob"... den chris and now de boardrick guy... wah... i growing up... hahax.... :p... this stef ah.. peeked at my blog... den she still laughed somemore... eh but seriously ah... about 85% of de guys go for looks oso... den i not pretty (abby *in shock*: wow! not bhb for once?!?!) den sure no chance one la... damn... haha... :p... okok... maybe go home if mom lets and post again...
<--elLeeN-->
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12:13 PM
Thursday, July 22, 2004
wow...saw a really cute guy from boardrick today... so cute and shuai... hehe... i was in de bus and he was at de bus stop... den i told abby (who doesn't know how to appreciate cute guys) dat he is cute... as i was lookin down... he actually looked up!!! wow~ i got electrocuted sia.. haha... so cute... but dunno his name, and age... only noe he sec 3 or 4 (long pants mah...) which is good... i always see cute guys sadly all younger den me one... haha... so cute!! thot boardrick wun have so cute guys one... :P...
wah... today so tiring... i was trying so hard not to fall asleep dunring bio den mr peh say can sleep during his lessons... just dun disturb de class can liao... dots... made me try so hard... haha... today geog ah... we all noe geog sure fall asleep one... (somehow... dunno y oso... mrs koh possess a voice which makes us sleep...) but den heard dat she not here... suddenly whole class like not sleepy liao... haha... our class ah... weirdos in it... :p... wahaha...people from other classes always called themselves de class number... eg.. 3e6-sixters and 3e9-niners... den we wad? eighters?? haha like so weird leh... eightees?? haha... crappy la... so lame... hmm... dunno whether dunno can post or not... now mum sleeping... oh gosh... today's weather so nice... de sky so blue... and it's so windy... just de perfect whether... haha... but yet i'm in de room playing com... oh wow~ haha... okok... gotta stop...
.:elLeeN:.
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4:31 PM
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
life really sux u noe... ah... wadever.. just saw this really cute guy at parkway... think he's an actor... but not those very famous kind... *giggles*...really very very cute... anyway... i daoing my crush now... not crush anymore la actually... i told him oridi...sigh... i daoing him... shhh... those who noe him... dun say ah... (esp. abby, qilah, stef... still got who? ah farhana... but farhana wun see this anyway... ) he's so.... idiotic loh... i'm not saying y... uthink i so stupid go and tell de whole world...
crappy la... got de cute guy's name... but i msg him he so... work-miinded.... sheesh... if he doesn't have any gfs... i can tell y... dumb guys... probably 85% of the male population are dumb and idiotic... (dun worry tommy.. u r in de list... :p) so damn stoooopid!! argh.. dun wanna talk about it la... so bored... i purposely put my nick like dat... so my crush... (lets name him Bob la... so tired of puttin "my crush"...) can tell i'm pissed at him... hahah... but he so dumb... doubt that he get de meaning of.... *sigh* y i like someone who's so dumb? crappy... dun ask me about him... i'm going to sever all ties with him... (soon la.. but not yet..) grrr... see de previous post? dedicated to him... argh!
i dun wanna study anymore leh... so tiring one... can i just meet a genie and it'll grant me 3 wishes and i shall use one of de wishes to make me a genius... haha... my imagination soooo good... no wonder compo always so high like dat... (ya la... bhb la...) dots... dunno la... so tired... dun wanna live anymore... haha... dun worry la... i wun commit sucide one... even if i would.. i'll post my last message here... den someone can tell my family... i think i sound too serious... :p haha... *.* heehee.. ok la... got to go.. study damn fuckin chi spelling... why should i bother to study?? i'll fail anyway...
.:elLeeN:.
me_________`e-leen *
7:42 PM
Monday, July 19, 2004
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me_________`e-leen *
8:37 PM
Friday, July 16, 2004
mum wanted to lock her room's door just now... say we played com too much (our com is, unfortunately in my parents' room...:( ) and when i told i wanna do project later she was like, "oh please" wad the fuck loh... i now really doing SS project k... evil... hmph....and my younger sis's bloddy friend called 3 times in the past 30 mins... irritating... *sigh* but i try not to scold her today la... her birthdae today... haha... and i have no money to buy presents... come to think of it... since when do i have extra cash to buy things... always borrow money from my ATM (xinyan...hehe) *sigh*... wait ah... i get back to my SS project first...
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dude... i'm back... now saving de project... but i think got porb leh... wait... -.-... file too big to save... *sigh* needs cd... wait again... i go get my disc... ok... now i try to save again... ok... now saving... hmmm... i so bored... just asked aqilah for my crush's msn... but she now not at home... damn... haha... oh damn... got prob again... ah wadever la... i gotta go.. maybe another post later...
-elLeeN-
me_________`e-leen *
4:20 PM
Thursday, July 15, 2004
终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白 最后才把话说开
哭着求我留下来 终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开
gosh... de song so nice... jolin's one... de one i say very nice one... hmmm...hmmm...hm... de lyrics so meaningful... especially for girls who had bfs that realised only after breaking up that they are the best... haha... who wants the song can ask me... i send thru msn... really very nice... should try listening.... ( i just refresh my blog and realised blogger cannot haf chinese characters.. oh well..)
anyway... today when parkway to eat burger king with stef, muy lan and abby... den stef made us laugh so much dat i think everyone lost 5 kg off de tummy... haha.. she and her beckham la... haha... den later after abby and muy lan went off... me and stef saw hui ping... haha... den i think she didn't see me cuz she approached us from stef's side... den when i said hi she looked so shock...
eileen: hi hui ping!
hui ping: *in shock* ah!!! eileen!?!? wad u doing here?
eileen: huh? wad u toking about?
hui ping: ah!! i thot u alicia...
*all three burst out laughing* (alicia... no offence if it means anythnig to you).. hui ping ah.. open ur eyes big big la... den when we going to de bus stop on de way home dat time... i saw my crush!!! haha... and he noticed me... gosh... but i'm not telling who... :P.. go find out yourself.. buaiz!
-elLeeN-
me_________`e-leen *
6:46 PM
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
weee... stef finally make finish my tagboard... haha... tnx stef...haha... if not you say nv thank you again... sheesh...
haha... today during chinese remedial hui xian so funny... cuz she came in late... den adela chee asked xin yan to write all those not present girls' names on de wyteboard (abby... dun teaseme about my spelling cuz THIS is de acutal spelling of "whiteboard"...)den when hui xian came in (late)... adela chee asked her to see if her name was on de board and erased it if it is... haha... den guess wad? she didn't notice i think and erased shu yue's name instead... haha...duh de whole class laughed.. den when peanut kwan (hui xian's "name" la)erased her own name and TRIED to write shu yue's name back. no offense.. but ya... u know her chinese la... naturally she dunno how to write it... hahaha... so funny... den when she returned to her seat which is in front of me... she said she only saw one name on de board in her hurry... haha... hui ah...tsk tsk... haha... cannot stop laughing sia...
hmm... i just volunteered to help Mrs Aw to do de make-up for de concert for drama and dance... yay... about 5 other ppl volunteered oso... but de sad thing is we don't get to watch de show... :(... haha... from 5pm till 9 u know... *sigh* will be super tired one... ok... very tired... listening to songs now... maybe post again later la...
-elLeeN-
me_________`e-leen *
7:36 PM
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
sigh... can't get into tag-board.com for a tagboard... sheesh... bit i managed to do some links already... well... just waiting for stef to help me... sigh... just played gunbound today... and it's really bad today... sheesh... yesterday i won every single match... today only win one... gosh... i'm still waiting to be promoted to axe... sigh... wadever la... sigh... only two links so far... abby and stef... de pros...well... now searchin for songs... hm... not for my blog la... just downloading only... ~zhong yu kan kai ai hui bu lai~ hmm hmm hmm... so nice... jolin's song... though i don't really like her la... but her songs quite nice actually...hmmm...hmm... now prefect man... hmmm... very nice oso... lalala~... okok... short post today... sis and brother bugging for de com now... sickening pests... *sigh*... bye bye...
-elLeeN-
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8:04 PM
Monday, July 12, 2004
yeah!! just (almost) complete my blogskin... well... de basics at least...it's considered good enough for me as i was never good with html... sheesh... tough dude... but seeing my blog now... it's worth de sweat... :D hmm... i think it's really cute... just like me :P.. haha... tomorrow i shall ask abby and stef how to create links to their blogs... and everyone else's blog too!!! whew... my mum's really grumpy now... cuz i told her my brother had to stay back a while cuz he didn't complete his school work and my mum blew her top off.. haha... and now my brother is crying (what do u expect? he's only...let me see... 9)and now my mum is screaming at de top of her voice: No playing of computers for you for one week!!! and you too (points to my younger sis)!!! muahahaha... while i sit here typing this message.. uh oh... here she go again! blah blah blah... now she is shouting at me to eat... argh... naggy... guess all mums are like this right?
*sigh* tomorrow ask stef and abby how to do tagboard... den people can tag my blog... but... wads de use of tagging my blog? hmm... can't figure it out... dunno why people keep asking me to "tag my blog pls..."haha... stef supposed to call me to help me put music in my blog... woooh... i ask a lot from her don't i? haha cuz she pro at html mah.... uh oh... de volcano erupts again... sheesh... uh oh...phone... it's my dad... hmm... ok... better stop before i get a scolding from my mum...
-elLeeN-
me_________`e-leen *
6:59 PM
wahahah... my (dunno number wad) blog...haha... cuZ i forgot all my previous accounts passwords... woops... anyway... still searching for a skin... maybe soon...
anyway... i've just took over the secs 4s for Np... and i'm in de Logistics department... should i go woohoo?? haha... actually i'm quite ok with de post... i'm in charge of the Np room anyway... muahaha... so i can ban people from going in... haha... i'm so evil~XD
hmmm... just finished school... oh and i went for dental check-up... i'll tell you wad... ow... de dentist took this sharp thingy and started...erm...scraping... actually it's ok but de sharp part kept digging into my gums... ouchie i tell u...
anyway... i just went to blogskins.com to look for a skin but guess wad? i forgot my account's password too... now waiting for hotmail to load den i can get my password... :p...
sheesh... today's CA ah... out of 19 chinese people i think less den 7 will pass... haha... and i won't be one of them... oh damn... i can't find de blog skin i have chosen just now... shit... wooh...i so many paragraphs... haha... gosh... de blogskin i want has really disappeared... oh there it is.... yay... i've foung it!! haha...oh... better hurry before it's gone again... stef supposed to find songs for me to put in(on,at?) my blog but now she doing her own things hmph... oh darn... now i forgot my hotmail password... sheesh... wait... ( gone for 5 minutes..) stef talking (tyoing ) bad about me... :( wah... evil pig... haha... hmm... so hungry.. now 2.34 already... haven't eat yet...now i have to create new password for my hotmail... but i probably forget again next time... aiya... next time.. come back... buaiz... muackz!!!
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2:13 PM
